WATB follows Joseph’s progress from his birth in 1985 through 1994, and then the epilogue hits most of the high points in his story for another decade. This page was offered as a response to readers who asked for a more up-to-date perspective.

This information has been superseded by a subsequent event, as more recent blog posts indicate.

I think what we had at that point was the resolution of two opposing game plans that were being pursued throughout his teenage years.

On one side, there were those of us who acknowledged that an outright cure for him was unlikely, but believed that it would still be wise to intervene in ways that could reduce the severity of his problems, always with the goal of empowering him to do more in life. Finding interventions was my obsession, and many seemed worth trying.

However, actual decisions about what Joseph would experience, on an hour-by-hour basis, were being made and implemented at his school, which had other priorities.

When he was little, his mom and I had rejected involvement by the school system. We thought the people who approached us about putting him in special preschool settings were officious, patronizing, and totally wrong-headed in their assumptions. Educators are scarcely mentioned in the story I wrote, because we excluded them from the picture. But when he was seven years old, we could no longer maintain that independence. Judy had been diagnosed with cancer, I was scrambling to stay employed, and we were both emotionally exhausted. We needed help with Joseph, and we hoped that the right educators would see us as partners in the cause of building on the gains he’d achieved thus far.

We changed schools once, still hoping to find those partners, but never did. To cite just one of several ongoing disputes, I disagreed with their policy of using food items as a reward. I felt sure that a few words of praise meant more to Joseph, because praise made him smile! Giving him a cracker upon completion of a task was demeaning, not motivating. I redoubled my objections when I read on the Internet that many kids improved with a gluten-free diet. No one at the school had even heard of the diet, and they resented my meddling.

I could blame the school for its rigidity, but in all honesty, looking back now I wonder what potential either they or I had to affect Joseph by that stage in his life.

Their frustration with regard to motivating him was understandable, because fundamental questions remained unanswered: What was Joseph capable of doing, and what did he want to do? No one knew. An independent therapist spoke in terms of “attentional priority,” i.e., what he was paying attention to versus what everybody else wanted him to care about. She said we didn’t exactly have a motivation problem, because everyone is motivated to succeed, but that it’s also natural for people to turn away from challenges that don’t offer what they want. It felt like a circular argument.

Upon completion of school, Joseph moved to an adult program. There, when prompted, he would handle a chore like feeding paper to a shredder, but otherwise he tended to “self-isolate,” which means he put himself a short distance from everybody else and just observed. It was also his habit to pace around quite a lot. Despite being aloof, he was well-liked by his peers, who elected him Homecoming King.

On the domestic side, he moved to a licensed residential facility, where he had a roommate. The place was recommended to me by a friend, whose son also stayed there. When people reach a certain age, my friend said, they need to move out and make their own future, according to their own lights. The arrangement worked reasonably well. The place was clean and safe, and the staff was caring. I continued to talk about bringing Joseph back home to live with us, because I missed him. (Eventually I did.) Lidwina, his advocate from long ago, reminded me that he needed superb nutrition, physical exercise, and mental stimulation. I just hoped he was getting all that.

But at some point, what the parent wants doesn’t count for as much as it once did.